CRAPCRAPCRAP.
help!
I HURT AND WASTE MY TIME FOR NOTHING.
!!!!!! the bag my parents want me to use is
yucks, maybe stilll ok.

I'M FLYING TO CHINA TONIGHT.
SAY BYEBYE TO ME xD

hmmm, my flight is at 2.15 am tomorrow morning.
have to reach airport at 12 am. BLah.
i bet i'm forced to have afternoon nap.
wtv.
my luggage is full of presents,
and i'll be thankful if anyone can lighten my load by
stealing the presents inside.

i'm shitty excited =)
i'm going to china
i'm going without parents.
how fun is that.

OH SHIT.
i still have to bring money to pay SOMEONE HUR.
for the t-shirt they made.
argh.


pebbles=)

♥ Ah, my lovely sunflower!

i've finished packing almost everything for the CHINA TRIP.
its so exciting, especially when its not with parents xD.

but going with nerine means getting into loads of trouble.
HHAHA. its true. xD
sorry nerine.

lets see.
my mum made me carry one whole BAG of -.
no idea what its called. SO MUCH.
got

toothbrush
toothpaste
shampoo
conditioner
body soap(with green tea)
creamy body soap
t3 pimple gel
clinique-dramatically different moisturizing lotion
hand/body lotion
tissue
safety pins
lip balm
mini lipstick ( USELESS)
sunblock lotion
clinique-clarifying lotion clarificante 2
2 packets detergent
facial cotton
cotton tips
comb
needle and thread (incase)
cottom swab
small plastic bags

yeah, in my luggage is:
that thing
camera batt.
camera charger
multi-country plug
extra phone batt.
panties
jeans
stupid zaobao clothes
clothes

& many many more.

HAHAH. i'm telling you all this so you will all come and
steal my luggage. but then,
there's nothing really worth to steal anyway.
lol.

pebbles=)

♥ Ah, my lovely sunflower!

today was terrific.
its a wonder i didn't get a laughing stitch.
all because of HUIGEOK. she is so....
yupp, and we all bullied her so much. hahaha.
BEFORE I GO ON, I WANT TO ANNOUNCE TO THE WORLD THAT
I GOT the 15th POSITION IN CLASS! so impossible alright,
but i still did it xD
btw, we won 2nd for the games today! YAY. GO 2/2.

lao shi was so evil today.
imagine her PINCHING my NOSE SO SO SO HARD
and i cried. (partly because i want her to feel guilty)
i cried for a minute only lah.
then she really really became very sorry and say she meant no harm.
she said something like: just think that you ask me so much and so i think you very cute or something.
HAHA. SHE REALLY REALLY BECAME VERY SAD, CAUSE SHE TOLD ME.
that's so surprising. she didn't want to tell me my class position, but then
in the end i knew.
naninaniPOOPOO.

i figured that liked my position!=)

went out to get a bag for the china trip next monday midnight.
it's freaking expensive. you will never believe it.
i'll bet you all will scold me for buying such an expensive bag.
BUT, SOMEONE BOUGHT A BAG MORE EXPENSIVE THAN I HAVE EVER
IMAGINED. guess who?

the bag was so NICE NICE NICE NICE NICE.
but its like
$60+++++++
yeah.
so excited to use it,
BUT IT HAS NO ZIP.
URGH, so afraid my dad won't want me to use it for the china trip.
pray not.

gonna check out my bag.
BYE.

♥ Ah, my lovely sunflower!

i changed skin, the previous one wasn't exactly nice actually.
hahas.
i LOVE BILLABONG xD

oh wells, i havent blog for quite a few days, and i shall update on today.
had stupid chinese enrichment, and all of us was dreading it
cause i don't want to face tan poh yoke.
but it turned out SO different because it wasn't exactly chinese.
it was MALAY. we learnt to make some tinsel thing
and the dunno what malay instruments, and its so RETARDED. but it was fun!.

after school, had dance till 3.15 before me peiying nerine and denisewent to buy
hats for the dance tomorrow.
we alighted at city hall then walked into raffles city then walked between
esprit and timberland to exit.
AND WE MISSED THE SHUTTLE BUS TO CONCOURSE all because of that
idiot security guard that says the shuttle bus is on the other side. wth.
we waited for like half an hour to get to concourse.

and i found the hats! the velvet ones were so much nicer than the plastic ones
we bought, but no choice, cause the velvet ones are
$2.
who would want to pay for it when the dance is only a few minutes.
hahahaa.
i really look funny with the hat, top, shorts, shoes and
RED UMBRELLA.
and the stupid dance i figured out, has little to do with umbrellas.
ahaha. denise remembered that there was step where you hang
the umbrella on your arm like a old tai tai.
but then, its too late for everyone to learn.
bleahs.

couldn't find any nice bags in the converse shop in j8.
neither do i want to make a trip to suntec to buy JUST a bag.
its so infuriating.

oh man, i forgot i have to return books to the library.
DAMN.

♥ Ah, my lovely sunflower!

i'm sad, really really sad=(
haha, but actually,
i'm pretty happy for my results.

but first, i shall tell you something.
I DROPPED MY SPECTACLES INTO THE TIN OF RED PAINT.
and my spectacles became OPAQUE.
AHHHHH.
that canteen guy used tinner to clean,
but some parts inside cannot, and i'm gonna get a scolding tonight. WHATEVER.
and priscilla was laughing. -.-
its a long long long story, and im trying to make up an excuse.

argh.
shall post my results.
if you don't wanna see my results, don't scroll DOWN.







english 73 A2
H. chinese 53.3 C6
maths 91 A1
science 75.5 A1
history 76 A1
geog 65.7 B3
lit 62.7 B4
AEP 75.8 A1

actually it's quite ugly looking. bleah.
i should be HAPPY!
its quite an ok mark, but what made me so sad was
GEOG.
STUPID LAST QN, I CHOSE WRONG QN,

and i did badly for it,
THUS, spoiling my distinction,
which in other words, is to say that i could have gotten,
6 distinctions.
BLEAH.

too sad and pissed alright.

BYE.

♥ Ah, my lovely sunflower!

it's not that i do not study. i study, frankly speaking.
but how is that my marks and my position is to be dragged down?
even without knowing my marks, perhaps without the slightest hint,
i can sense it, but of course not like a dog, like some PPL say i am.
-.-
im mourning for tomorrow, sobbing before tomorrow,
just waking myself up before tomorrow.
i guess it's gonna be the worst day of my life, maybe this year.
this heavy feeling is annoying me so much that i lost a little of my
APPETITE. but it's not really significant.

maybe i'm posting about a trival matter to you. but it isn't to me.
i want to prove my parents wrong that my brother is smarter.
i really can't grasp the fact.
academically, i think i CAN do it, but it depends if i make the effort.
maybe some of you will say i'm already smart and
i don't need to study, you're wrong.
really really wrong.
cause even smart people need to study,
study loads actually.
but i don't and that's my character, and i can't change it.

i need to study, and i want to study. i want to go to triple science,
but,its clearly impossible given the heavy competition goingg on
so fiercely.
i want someone to motivate me.
maybe motivation won;t even help much.
i dont want to see any teacher because im doing badly for that subject,
especially higher chinese. i hate chinese, but i did my best,
i studied all i can, and did well for the parts i knew
i need to score,
but after that 'evil' smile from laoshi,
it seems that i will fail. i really think so.

maybe i shouldn't go on, its giving me the creeps alright.
although i may look strong on the outside, and look normal;smiling and
laughing; chatting and talking;having long conversations,
but i'm sad, im depressed. and i dread tomorrow, and friday.
i'll stop now.

♥ Ah, my lovely sunflower!

my heart is so crunched up in despair & the world is crashing down on me.

♥ Ah, my lovely sunflower!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
eunice's not going school tomorrow cause she's sick. unfair.
i want to be sick alright!.
really really sick.
oh man. i changed my mind.
i dont want to be sick anymore. there's something im looking
forward to.

today i went out with louann, yx,chelle,cheryl and siting, rouurn who came late.
argh.
i wore a skirt, CAUSE EVERYONE WORE, AND I DIDNT WANT TO LOOK ODD!. bleah.
we took neos.
and one of them i bend down so my skirt looks super short. like yuexiang.
YUCKS.
BLEAH.
if you wanna see go someother ppl's blog.
and i shant tell whose, cause SOME ppl are quite busybodies.

haha.
bye.

♥ Ah, my lovely sunflower!

i hate tuitions, especially my english tuition=(
and im having it in a short while. what the hell is this man.
EXAMS ARE OVER.
but actually, i really cant grasp the fact that exams are over.
i would always fidget around when i'm doing nothing, and trying to
remember what homework is there. and then, i'll suddenly
remember that EXAMS ARE OVER.
i feel so free, but there's this weird feeling in me.
its like i wanna do some homework. ARGH.
maybe i cant adapt to the current situation just yet.
but im getting back results so soon. oh no oh no oh no.=S
next thursday and friday will be the MOST scary day of my life.
BLEAH. and there's gonna be LEVEL ranking in the report book.
shit.

♥ Ah, my lovely sunflower!

oh yes! new skin! hahaha. this is my FIRST time using photoshop to do my skin.
i think its quite nice. oh no. im egoistic.oops.
hahaha. but actually i wanted to scan in a voodoo doll i drew butthen.
i've got no scanner, and im too lazy to wait until next tuesday.
so i put that retard photo there.
and its so ODD one out. AHHHHHHh.
but who cares.
i made the skin- background yippee.

ps: and someone says i look better when im white.
-.- im not that tanned ok. its just only inthe neoprint.

♥ Ah, my lovely sunflower!

(edited-)
andddddddd.
im once again blogging,
the day before exams,
and its higher chinese. im weird again
just like what liz says. =(
ahhahahahha. i studied for like the whole day.
CHINESE CHINESE CHINESE. although i hate it,
im determined to do well, just for this once!xD
maybe forever.
AND I FINISHED 31 shou ce words and 50 cheng yu
in one day!
not actually, i was advanced with my cheng yu, started from last sunday.
im such a good girl.'
haha. i asked eychelle to call me to test me on the phone, and
i was on for 2 hours. ahhhh.
a note to eychelle : just leave it past you, hahaha. your mum's just worried for you.


science was O-K today, though i didnt manage that well in the 4 mark and 7 mark questions.
but, i dont give a damn for the time being. im looking forward to the end of exams,
which is tmr=) and i shall go to the ARCADE to play that car game. hahaha.
but i dont know whether to go, cause we cant wear school uni. humph. what's
that stupid rule -.-

rebutting liz - its just for FUN=)
by the way, i want to rebut elizabeth eu for her nasty remarks on PAP.
c'mon, what makes you think the worker's party is all that confident and able
to be a better leader for your neighbourhood. i admit some are really thick skinned.
but, how are you to judge that the worker's party WILL definitely rule your neighbourhood
better rather than the pap? just because they say that they will support the government on some issues but will not support if they do not think that it is right? just because they are not related to the government so you think there will be much more of leeway? have you went to listen to their talk and find out yourself how organised they are, and saw their attitude? have you looked at how young some of them are? perhaps the age is not much of an obstacle, but if they are young, do you think they have got much of an experience on politics and taking care of your neighbourhood? ponder over these problems and the parties apart from the pap might not make the right decisions, and of course, we dont know much of the pap too, but, the pap is the government's party, so we'll have a vague idea on how it will be run, under the government for so many years. you said its biased towards pap, but its the CITIZENS who vote, and not the government. =/ haaha. no offence ok elizabeth, its jus that i dont agree with you.

♥ Ah, my lovely sunflower!

crap. i think im the only one posting at this time,
when there's science tomorrow.
am i nuts?
maybe.
but its like, im seriously at a loss to study. really!.
ahhaha. let me recap something then, to show myself i STUDIED.

metal + acid = salt + hydrogen
metal oxide + acid = salt + water
alkali + acid = salt + water
carbonate + acid = salt + water + carbon dioxide
alkali + ammonium salt = salt + water + ammonium gas

i think im correct, although it might be wrong, but i have no mood to
check.
let me see.
an atom is the smallest particle in an element that can take part in a chemical reaction.
a molecule is made up of two or more atoms of the same kind or of different kinds, chemically combined together. It can appear as an element or compound.

yes! i got that right =)
ummmmm. recap more.
limewater- calcium hydroxide
lime juice - the lime juice we drink ( acidic)
that's a gentle reminder to the visitors of this blog,
though i dont think you would even be online.
you'll all be knocking your brains out studying. =(
that's unfair.

why can all of you concentrate. i cant!
and i tried, i tried.
but i studied some last week already.
so i think i'll pass!

i shall glance through it one last time, before im abandoning it.
bye!
ps: peiying! hahah. my grandpa not police lah, its my dad, and im cpf, the one who
collects fines =)))))

♥ Ah, my lovely sunflower!

its so UNCOMFORTABLE.

♥ Ah, my lovely sunflower!

im pissed, and that's it.
to this idiot guy, however coarse and UNREFINED you may be, but bear this in mind,
i cant stand you and the AWFUL things you said. however you may want to
insult me, you can use your FOREVER breaking vocab, and come at me.
how low-class your words can be, and you're the everfirst most coarse guy
i've ever met, and please reflect on yourself with the utmost detail. you are

1. UNREFINED
2. VULGAR
3. AN IDIOT
4. IRRITATING
5. COARSE
6. WORSE than what i can ever imagine.

here's how pissed i am, and im glad to be letting it all out.
perhaps i misunderstood you, but i do not think so.
SO JUST STOP GETTING ON MY NERVES.

♥ Ah, my lovely sunflower!